what drives you

What was the feeling like ? I've forgotten and i don't plan on remembering. Im fine the way i am now, i don't need any additions nor changes to my life. I love my family and the friends i have now are truly great. What more can i ask for ? :)




"Is it because you need more time?"
-no, that's not the reason. something just died, that's all.

blasted

First time in a long lonngg time, i am going to update my blog just to tell the rest of the whole that i....

FUCKED UP 2 SUBJECTS ! WOOT !

Yes, no surprise there as it was somewhat expected already. Being caught up with many things to do in the first semester & only with so little time, i could say my results consider quite good d la given my circumstances and mood however the reason i failed is nobody's fault but mine. I involved myself in many stuff, so im not going to complain about it. The past is the past. There ain't nothing i can do to change anything about it aite? Must think positive, don't always think negative haha, so for this semester, im going to give my all to it. Lesser outings, sry peeps but i will still go if you all jio la. Just not that often anymore, very sorry ! I'll admit that im sad and the guilty feeling is starting to sink in once again whenever i get bad grades but that's what motivates me & hell do i LOVE every single thing about it. Sickening huh? (laughs)




Know what? i just went out for dinner at gurney and he says that i everytime go out! some more say i "gai" RAWR ! only away from hostel 2 hours leh (i even turned down the offer to kotak merah) lol~ must shoot him back d next time >=)

brighter than sunshine

second bro came back with strawberries from Cameron Highland ♥
too bad i'll be going back to Penang today
just when all of us are back, the time is short..
i miss my brothers a lot ):
at least he'll be here for 3 months wahaha !
toodles~

untitled again, nth comes to mind

Something happened this morning that made me google it. Dont have the life in me to even bother about anything (mostly food-which is very important to me fyi)

Underlined in red. One moment im standing in front of the sink with both hands supporting my body next moment i find myself on the floor. I felt dizzy, vision went extremely blurred/black,then lost total control of my muscles and fell to the ground with a big thud on my backside onto the bathroom floor and my head landed on the toiletbowl seat. The blurryness lasted about 5-10 seconds.

Therefore now im stucked in bed, trying not to get up whenever possible because the blurryness comes back each time i try to stand up. Btw, im perfectly healthy. My blood pressure is just as stated in the above & i know the symptoms as well. I just wanna complain >=(

I need juice/liquids...come fly to me pls.

Mentally thnks her dad for not letting her go out.