standing frequencies

*Evil laughs* dance test is over! Yeah! I no longer have to practice dancing anymore. Now i repeat, i do love dancing. Just that, it really does eat up most of my time, not to mention energy. Honestly, i can't wait for Oddysey Nite to be over lol! Maybe can see him more often or maybe not? depends on the situation, he might be busy too after that.



Tagged by Laze


29 FIRSTs
These are my firsts. If I tag you, it means I want to know yours. Copy and paste this note into your notes, delete my answers, and fill yours in. =)

1. Who was your FIRST prom date?
None. I don't think i'll be able to have one either.

2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
Love? I had a husband! LOL (Lim Yik Fai! mana u?!)

3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
I can't remember, still small.

4. What was your FIRST job?
Never worked before.

5. What was your FIRST car?
Will get one soon.

6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
Mommy ^^

7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
None. I was thinking of my phone instead.

8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
Teacher Prem! omg i love her so so much! i miss her :(

9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
Hong Kong

10. Who was your FIRST best friend?
A handsome malay boy in tadika lol (he's my dance partner too ^^). If not then, it's Kay.

11. Where was your FIRST sleep over?
Kay's place.

12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today?
Laze

13. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
A relative, can't remember who.

14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
Hugged Laze

15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
Sadly none (my concert recital got la and my lil bro haha)

16. FIRST tattoo?
No intention of getting one.

17. FIRST piercing?
12 years old

18. FIRST foreign country you've gone to?
Thailand (oh you know, the usual~)

19. FIRST movie you remember seeing?
Beetlejuice (real nice)

20. When was your FIRST detention?
Never.

22. Who was your FIRST roommate?
Teo Eyh Looi (Prom candidate F2!! She's great)

23. If you had one wish, what would it be?
To be taller..(158cm, need i say more? v.v)

24. What is something you would learn if you had the chance?
Violin

25. Did you marry the FIRST person to ask for you/ you asked to marry?
Have yet to experience it.

26. What was the first sport you were involved in?
Swimming (4 years old =D)

27. What were the first lessons you ever took?
ABCs' and 123s'

28. What is the first thing you do when you get home?
Drink cold stuff

29. Who do you think will be the next person to post this?
Villi!! (because im chatting with this "psychology" pro now lmao who is supposedly studying but appearing offline HAHAHA)

the fruit utters

Just came back to my hostel an hour ago. Texted him but until now, no reply!! lol i guess he's still busy bbq-ing or maybe *ahem ahem* with *dot dot dot* haha. Feel so bored & ignored right now, i think im gonna go read Microeconomics. There's nothing better to do online either, oh well. I was asked to be a student assistant helper for sport dance in the upcoming semester to "help" teach dance but im not sure whether i want it or not. After a long long LONG thought, i decided that im gonna decline the offer. I rather focus on my studies if i even had the extra time to teach dance. Im not trying to be stingy or selfish or anything, it's just that i really don't wanna fail any subjects even if it's Accounts or Microeconomics TT We ALL know that i ain't the best when it comes to these.

There's a dance test this Wednesday at the Canteen again. Thank god it'll be the last time! Don't get me wrong, i do love dancing. Im just not in the mood to dance, and on top of that, having the feeling that im obliged to dance is just..total bleh! Ruins everything i tell ya. & after that! There's a Microeconomics test this Friday too, which i think is going to end real ugly lol. Let's just keep my fingers crossed.


my imagination starts to run wild..am i bad? ^^

Busy busy busy

College life is not as easy as it seems. After you've done an assignment and finished with your presentations, you think "Oh YES!! finally can relax" but nooo~ the next assignment just keeps coming and not forgetting tests too. Tomorrow's the due date for account's assignment and we just started yesterday. Great isn't it?! & to top it off, its like a 2 man's job instead of 6. So you can basically guess how fast is the progress we're making. I feel useless not being able to do anything given that i have absolutely NO accounts basic, NONE! Oh ya, and today we received our Quantitative Studies assignment. See what i mean by it just keeps coming? TT

I don't even have the luxury to chat on msn all i want or or watch anime! which is like my absolute favourite thing to do grrrr. Sorry villi, for not being able to catch up on stuff with you & same goes to vincent(you get my full support okay, you know what im talking about lol). It's been way too long since i last chatted with you guys sigh. oh how i miss playing "reverse" xD

Btw, i do NOT understand why i have to attend classes for English. You know what they're teaching there?! (at college level) grammar!! "I, You, We, They, It" stuff lol. My bro told me during his time, whoever got an A for English didn't have to attend that class. So why start now? Well im off to do my accs assignment now. I'll update more when i have the time. I miss him (: (and it hasn't even been a day yet *shakes fist*!!)

my previous addiction

I just realized my previous post was on America's independence day haha. Let me recommend a great song. I remember listening to this like 5-10 times a day. heck ! it was on repeat. gotta give it to Tablo, he's just superb. the beat is just absolutely <3 especially the lyrics.


*Oh! I know I can't have you
But you're always in my head
Even though I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am

Oh baby, don't you know?
You don't know my name
I couldn't sleep because I was thinking of you
Oh so beautiful
Grasping the photo I took of you in my hand
My love for you is buried under the world's love for you
You're not listening I will never be allowed to
In the next life we would live seperate lives
I want you so much, I can't go back
Thoughts of kissing you tonight, I hold my pillow tighter
Today would be the first time we met
You say that to everybody you meet
I always talk to you with your back facing me
Even the familiar "hi" seems so awkward today
If we blocked everybody's ears
I'm hoping you would listen to only what I had to say
Seeing you walk away makes me go into a trance state. Shake me from it
From far away, you become a dot
Where can I see you? (Tell me..)

*

But you're in my head
If I can't touch you
Even if it's just wishful thinking
If I can't tell you
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am

Why aren't you smiling today?
I hope nothing's wrong
I can't face to look at your worried face
I wish I could take your pain away, but I can't
And that saddens me
Just today - if I can ask you how you are doing
Would you answer me - hug me
I can't reach you, touch you, hold you
I'm going to meet you in my dreams again tonight
Even in my dreams people disaprove
They say I'm crazy - if I erase the world
That makes you mine. Why would I lose you to anybody else
I can never understand that.
I'll make it so that you'll only look at me
I'll give you everything when we kiss
I'll give you everything
So that you can never leave me.
I'll keep you in my cold heart
You are my star
I'm your number one fan
Baby, please, take my hand

*

You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even if you don't know who I am

*

You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
If I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you

If you've fallen in crazy love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in stupid love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in helpless love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in love like me
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
Even if you don't know who I am

dynamite

Afternoon lovelies~ i know that i've somewhat abandon my blog. okk fine you got me, i kicked it aside, flushed it down the toilet & maybe, just maybe!..might have kept it that way. sheesh what can i do ? practically everyone knows that i dont blog that often lol nah, it IS one of the factors but mainly it's cause im extremely busy for these past few weekends. glad that that's over with, now all that's left is 4 tests and a presentation. gawd! feel so nervous thinking about the presentation. eh! first time ok, understand a bit la! xD

Bought a Swatch specs yesterday. Had to, sadly i can't see the board TT i think im experiencing degeneration a bit too early haha



Video called with him yesterday. Nice right, my specs :D