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"Your friends are your release. They’re who you have the most fun with, and yet when the going gets tough, those people turn around and suddenly they’re not just making you laugh, they’re being this rock and giving you all their advice. Even though you’re so much your own person, if you dissect yourself, I guarantee you your friends are in there. Their influence is incredible. Best friends are what you need most."

(via raindropsonredroses)

well said.

many more to come.

It's a little late but,

Happy 2010 !!

♥

Along with the new year comes

my new year resolutions too for sure

actually i've never really had any resolutions thus far

so im gonna try having a few this year

ain't gonna aim high or big

1. pay more attention to studies (difficult as of late)

2. lose weight (HAHA !)

3. grow taller (if scientifically possible xD)

losing weight seems to be on everyone's

new year resolution list

my advice to everyone & myself :

good luck or die trying

" People ask me who I am. The answer? I don’t really know. A few years ago, I would have said I was a girl who loved life. A few months ago, I would have said I was a girl who loved a boy with everything she had. Now, I guess you could say I’ve been through a lot and I’ve been broken in too many places and too many ways. I guess you could say I’m just trying to find my place "

(via raindropsonredroses)

not so sweet tooth

I bloody wish im wonder woman


That way, i'll never have to feel weak again. Never falling sick, never gonna bleed, never feeling faint and dropping to the floor.

I hate the feeling of not being able to do anything. So powerless, worthless in every single way. Imagine being a good for nothing scumbag in other's eyes.

Now, don't try to tell me that im just thinking too much for I've stood on sides where i've seen people badmouth others as if it were a hobby but what if you were the one being badmouth?

I ain't no saint either (though i try to be xD). Trust no one.

Gosh this is hecka random. Being sick gets to me. Im sorry in advance for being emo.

---Change of topic---

Soo....
i woke up feeling all better until i realize it was only 12.30pm ><

Having the thought that i have recovered in mind, i happily went downstairs to do the laundry and then the fever came back. My housemate, Junior said it was worst than before i went to sleep.

wtf! of all the timing kan?
*continues to curse under her breath*

Anyways, thanks Junior for the vitamin drink and Looi for the sweets lol and Kai Li, Chiu and Karen too. Kai Li was practically scolding me to eat porridge (moi). I know you mean good larr (smiles), but only a few have succeeded in forcing me and that would be my mom and dad.

Rather than caring words, i'd prefer someone who forces me for my own good. SM betul~ hahaha hopefully there'll be another =X


I better recover by tomorrow. It's the one time i get to see them in a year so i better not screw this up. And it's only for a day!
(cries at the corner).

How nice for Junior & Looi. They get to go out & play. They're not back yet. Hope they have a great time with their dates muahahaha! Bye bye, gotta continue packing my bags. Never thought im gonna say this but, it's tiring..

The Sick
(who, ran out of panadols)

happy moments

Im officially sick of "po piah"(s) right now. My housemate, Ah Wei went to the house owner's place for this christmas gathering. I was supposed to go but something happened so ended up not going. So, he brought back food from there. No more spaghetti, chicken wings and mushroom soup. He said, they sapu all d lol but he did brought back po piah and mashed potato. The latter one was great! but the po piah...had some kinda white, thin noodle in it hahah overall, it was okla. However if you call me to eat it again, no thank you xD

As much as i would love to go back to Subang for christmas, seing my old friends and all, I hate how im gonna miss out on the first Christmas with my college friends. Truth be told, i was excited to spend my first year in college with them during Christmas and i would love for it to happen but i guess im gonna miss out on this event too. sigh..oh well, as long as they're there, every day could be "Christmas" too. it's who we're with that counts right? :)

Quite a few are missing from the pic, but you know who you are ;)

♥ Your Teddy Cherry

i like mentos

Gosh, i think some witch cast some kinda unlucky spell on me for the whole week or something. First, i nosebleed when i was in the middle of blogging but that was a few days ago, therefore, no worries la. Now!!..i accidentally cut my hand while i was opening a can. Darn it, imagine the pain la although it was just for a split second. I went berserk, cursing here and there lol! Those that know me, knows i curse even went drop something haha.

Looks very normal right?

Think again, i had to change the plaster is less than 10 minutes.

It just keeps bleeding without one.

So, i wrapped it up again lol~

Feels like im telling a story nia xD Putting that aside, christmas is coming!! I can't wait for christmas~ it's my favourite time of the year, next to CNY. Weee~ just thinking about it makes me all giddly & excited ♥

I miss Villi

I miss Manda

I miss Yvonne

I miss Vincent

I miss Annie

I miss Jovi

I miss that ruru too

I miss hanging out with them

I miss villi's SIS, Valerie!!

I miss Jovi's seriously perverted T.O.D ques haha

I miss Usj 4's chicken rice (no other kai fan even compares ><)

I wanna see Ringo too O.O

back to square one

Hello hello !!
Im finally updating my blog (laughs)
Because~ im in an extremely good mood right now
Earlier just now at the canteen
Ah huai told me that i only got 23.5 marks for IS&IT
First reaction was, omfgwthdiediedieidontwantbadresultnomood!
You see, he went to check the marks with Magic
I tell you..that fella...is gonna die by my hands one day grrr
He got me so freakin worried
That i almost dropped tears on the spot!
Waited, waited and waited for my lecture to end
(very nerve-wrecking eh ><)
Then DING! it was 1pm =D
So i went to the tutor's room all the way up the 3rd floor.
Again, very chi kek...
I swear, tears were forming but still went in the room
*found my name, checked my marks* phew! darn relief.
I actually didn't get such low marks wahaha!
The tutor also said "dont worry, you did good"
And so i came down the stairs happily =3

Conclusion is :
Good grades is the only thing that can make me happy afterall
Im a nerd LOL



Getting ready for Accounts test tomorrow.
I experience more heart attacks that i can truly take.
Oh well, bye~ off to Macroecons lecture now ^^

what drives you

What was the feeling like ? I've forgotten and i don't plan on remembering. Im fine the way i am now, i don't need any additions nor changes to my life. I love my family and the friends i have now are truly great. What more can i ask for ? :)




"Is it because you need more time?"
-no, that's not the reason. something just died, that's all.